i am totally bored to tears
i honestly feel like goin to bed and having a good cry
im still majorly pissed off that everyone i was meant to be going out with 2moro night has cancelled it really has been the only thing ive been lookin forward to for weeks

i really have jst had enough of mates being dicks, my oh spending all his time on comp, every day being exactly the same and gettin hardly any sleep cos evan is up half the night

i jst wanna curl up n cry

Aww sorry hun. Not that it helps but i know exactly how you feel. *hugs* xx

awww hun.

Your mates are pants!!!

out of order for cancelling

i honestly havent felt this shit for ages!!
i really cant seem to snap out of it
its not often i go out or get the chance to so the thought of a big night out was keeping me goin and now ive been let down im jst thinking whats the point
clearly all i am now is evans mummy i have absolutely no life without him not that i hold it against him its not his fault
but the only thing i do without evan is work and go to my bootcamp fitness thing which is 3hrs a week

always the same my fecking mates cancel lol clearly need to get me some new mates

Aww hunnie,

Well they don't deserve your friendship babe at all! After all you have us mums to keep you company on night times! I know it's not the same as going out and having a drink and a dance!

But your task tomorrow is to:

- Buy a bottle of wine
- Buy a box of chocolates

then come online tomorrow night talk to your dedicated friends ie the BANDA Girls!!! and have an online natter



PS Even if you get that sozzled your dancing in your pjs

aww u girls r great
thats first time ive laughed in 2 days hun!

sounds like a plan we shud all sit on here and get sozzled 2moro, u got a date!! has to be 8.30 tho thats wen evan goes to bed

I would join up but there might be a chance im pregnant

oooh, u can have an orange juice then lol

LOL

I'll bring my Cascada CD and dance in my pjs

infact im doing that now to rock music with the OH

Although if im pregnant im scared

why scared?

Awwh Michelle my friends do that on me sometimes too - it sucks big time if you lived in Northern Ireland - I'd hit the town with you pet! xx

ive got two children imogen and andrew [from a previous relationship - one i had to flee for domestic violence] and lycia my step daughter lives with her mummy in newcastle......lycia is the one with bunches in her hair in my pic!

i just scared of what ppl will say

dont worry what ppl say hun main thing is ur happy!!
and good for u gettin away from domestic violence x

TwinkleStar wrote:

i just scared of what ppl will say

i'm butting in but seriously...who gives a sh*t what people say...it's your life not theirs!

michelle...getting pissed and coming on banda is ace...try it

yep looks like thats what ill be doin 2moro kenty

whose joining me?

me!

where on the chat room?

8.30pm?

haha i'll be there...if only i could be as p*ssed as you will be

michellenevan wrote:

yep looks like thats what ill be doin 2moro kenty

whose joining me?

i know how you feel hun, i rarely get out these days, we'll have to organise a night in chat with drinking games!

i will see you all tmr night at 8.30pm in the chat room!

I will be waiting with my box of chocolates and my bottle of coke hehe

Good night girlies xxxx

But I will be on the board from 6.30pm!

lol ill be there 8.30/9.00

hiya

im here...altho nearly finished me galaxy milk lol! just going to have a shower then b on the chat room xx

ill sympathise with u coz thats exactly how im feeling x