Well ive had a lovely bath with Cerys, eaten a large dominos (yum yum) and am about to clean the fish tank. Then i will be sat on my butt until bedtime

Ive bathed and fed alfie and put him to bed. Im now eating a rather luscious chinese, can chilling in the fridge nd a large bar of choccie waiting for meeee!

gav is out so i got bed all to myself too - gonna star fish!! x

Had a chinese for dinner yum yum, and now me and the kids, my mum and sister are all sitting watching cloudy with meatballs while eating stupid amounts of crap!! Good times!

And today my oh brought me a new handbag just because so that's made for a lovely day all in all!

Just watchin tv with oh, prob going to bed soon as i dont know how many times i will be up with Lewis x

Matthew's been in bed since 7pm, lounge is cleared of all toys.
We've just had Sausage egg and chips, and catching up with some tv from the week we've missed. Enjoying a nice bottle of pink cava and chocolate is chilling in the fridge! Heaven!!!!!!!

ummm watching shutter island if Elijah is behaving and calm (will just feed him and keep swapping sides ) otherwise sitting in the bedroom with him trying to keep the grumpyness to a minimum

mariheartselijah wrote:

ummm watching shutter island if Elijah is behaving and calm (will just feed him and keep swapping sides ) otherwise sitting in the bedroom with him trying to keep the grumpyness to a minimum

OOOOOHHH thats a fab film! don't try to watch it with distractions as need to consentrate!

i'm propped up in bed feeling sorry for myself

awww Kell just seen you post. what about flat coke - that might ease it??? x

Im waiting for oh to come home with dinner and im watching the last 2 epsiodes of pretty little liars online xx

I'm watching tv waiting for my mummy dearest to cook my tea

mmmm alot of food being consumed between us tonight

im sat here moping aroung takin my mind off my ex wedding

I had a yummy Indian, followed by cream cake, followed by thorntons caramel shortcake (umm so nice!!) Lukes next door playing Fifa 11 with my brother....so im sat here watching tele and internet shopping/browsing!

Chilli, dips and a nice glass of wine. Just watching Paul ogrady!

I've had a poorly teething baby in bed since 6 so i've done a load of college work and I'm now sat waiting for my parents to get back with an indian yummm

im at work !! and i just gave my marriage another chance my kids miss there dad ..an di do to.. but we are doing a months trial to see how things go x nothing set in stone just slow progress x

aww Emma hope it works out for you. I hope he realises exactly what he did to you and i hope it will never happen again. Every one deserves a second chance - fingers crossed for you x

emmaXx wrote:

im at work !! and i just gave my marriage another chance my kids miss there dad ..an di do to.. but we are doing a months trial to see how things go x nothing set in stone just slow progress x

hope it works out for you hun x

mini .. i have ingorned all his text calles and sorrys and ilove yous for over a month now..and he hasnt gave up.. i need to try to atleast put it to rest if its not ment to be or make it the best if it is supposed to be xx he is doing all the trying though not me

thats sounds positive then maybe being apart has made him realise how precious his family is to him. hope i didnt come across too blunt x

Hope it works out for you Em x

no not at all.. and i have tried anf fought so hard to not want to be with himand look forward to the future with out him and have fun and start again.. but it fills me with dred not being with him and i yern for him


but he does know what hes done and doesnt deny it .. he didnt want to get back with me at first as he couldnt bare what he had done but we have talked alot and decided to try for our children who miss him dearly x

beleive me i havnt made this decision a easy one and i have made him suffer too xxx but i want him in my future xxx

Aww em hope it works hun! I hope he makes you a happy lady again! fx xxxx