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I feel so numb right now

Last night about 10pm I was sat here and got this intense ache in my right groin area..so I went to bed..went to the loo 1st and when I wiped the tissue was full of red blood
I crawled into bed and rung OH who was in the kitchen. He came up and rung NHS direct for me. I was still in a bit of pain/discomfort in my groin so I took 2 paracetamol and tried to get some sleep.

I had the worst night of my life, I was up every hour to check the bleeding and it seemed to be carrying on but changing colour slightly to a dark pinky red, when I woke at 1am the pain had gone completely.
I was still bleeding slightly this morning and the NHS direct nurse said to ring for and emergency app with my own dr (I had an app booked for Thurs anyway to confirm pregnancy and referrals etc). Got into dr's this morning and broke down in tears..she checked me over and rung for advice from EPU. Basically cos i'm still in very early stages there's not much they can do. They've told me to test again when i'm 7wks pg and if positive to see doc who'll refer me for an early scan.

The bleeding has turned to a browny red colour now, it had calmed right down since this afternoon, but then I noticed a bit more in the panty liner after tea

I just feel so numb right now, there was always this niggley feeling about this pregnancy..I don't know why. I just feeling in limbo. I've not been having any cramps etc or passing clots..so that gives me hope, but then I just think that when I test in a weeks time it'll be BFN