hi girls sorry to put this all on you guys but i dont really have any1 2 talk to so thought i may feel better after writing it down...

i dont even know whats properly wrong with me i just feel so down and emotional at the moment and am finding it hard to have a laugh! i keep nearly crying for things that wouldnt usually bother me! and i just feel like OH doesnt find me attractive anymore as i struggle 2 even get a kiss out of him never mind anything more! also money is really tight right now and i think thats weighing on my mind..just feel like everythings a real struggle!!

well that will do.can feel myself gettin upset now for no reason!

thanks for readin!
xxx

aahhh hunni sounds like a post I could have done myself

Just want 2 send ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Awww chick, money is the root of all evil and the cause of so many people feeling like this.

Is it something that you can sit down and sort out? Is your OH also worried about money? This could be why he is also acting a bit off at the moment.

I hope you manage to get it sorted out soon xxx

thanks tara...i really dont know what is up with me i just feel so horrible

and if your feeling the same then hugs back (((((( )))))
xxx

and laura..its kinda hard to talk about without him getting all up tight and moody! i feel like its mainly my fault as i cant find a job so hes paying for everything..i think he thinks im not gratefull or i dont realise how much he pays for..but i do and i try 2 show him as much as i can but i feel so helpess when i have no way of helping him! xx

Arrh hun, sorry your feeling like this your not alone we all have days like this.

Char

Aww hun sorry your feeling down!
I think most of us stay at home mums go thought the exact same thing you are with regards to money, I know I do! You should really try and talk about things with your oh, he may get the hump but atleast thing are out there and he knows how you feel and where he's potentially going wrong.
My oh is going through a phase quite similar at the moment, we barely touch let alone have sex and if I ever get a kiss it's a shit peck when he's leaving the house. But I know it's just something that happens every now and then with us and although I do get myself wound up by it all, he does love me!

We've had to have words about stuff recently and things are much clearer now so hopefully it'll get better!

Hugs to you! Hope your feeling better today xx

thanks girls..ye maybe il try talk 2 him 2nite! he was really nice this morning b4 he went to work..he wouldnt stop hugging me and said he wants to watch tv in bed 2nite 2 have snugs! but we'l see if that happens lol!

i feel alot better 2day than i did last night..maybe i just got overly tired..i also have a bit of a strange feeling that i could be pregnant but i know its so unlikley as we've only had sex twice since having the implant out so think it must be in my mind..ive just been feeling really sicky and tired and keep havin dizzy spells! i dont even know when it would show up on a test if i was though as i havent had a proper period in months so its all confusing! will just wait and see xx

You could be pg! It only takes once to make a baby! Finers crossed x

glad ur feeling a bit better this mornin hun

when did u last then id say 2 weeks from then u should test good luck it only took 1 with both sophia and this 1 thats all it needs fingers crossed 4 u hun XXXXXX and hope thats the reason for feeling down and just yucky

we has sex on 18th oct (which was the night before had my implant removed but they say if u had sex in the past 24hours it could still happen), then the 26th and 30th october..so kind of 2 weeks since the 1st time..think il wait till the end of this week and see how i feel!..its just hard to tell as i dont know when i ovulated! also ive been having lots and i mean LOTS of CM..sorry if TMI! lol xx

Could be or you could be building up to ovulate now. Have you got any ov strips because you could test that

no i dont..never used them b4! will just see what happens xx

well its been 2 weeks since the 30th so a test would/should work now

well my sisters just ordered a pack of the really sensitive 1s that they use at hosp so when she gets them shes gonna give me a couple so will probs be weekend by then! i shal let u all know xx