Today it finally clicked that I'm going to go through labour once again and it scares the crap outta me this time!
I was in asda buying breast pads and maternity pads etc for my hospital bag and bang it hit me lol
I have no idea why I'm so worried this time

OH not long now hun, its flew around. I think i will be a bit more nervous this time too

lol i watched a repeat of omem the other night and then i thought oh shit what am i doing again lol
you will be fine x

Oh hun, you will be great! I tortured myself for weeks over giving birth with Isla. I was forever watching the home birth channel!

Not much longer to wait... And it will all be over, then you will want to do it again! Xxx

i know the feeling kell..ive just gone and bought myself some big attractive knickers and maternity pads from asda and started to think "oh shit i'm actualy gonna have 2 squeeze another human being out of there again" and i started to get all flustered so thought id buy the rest of my hospital bag things another day when i had chilled out haha. i honestly cannot believe u only have 26days left! that is pretty freaking scary! x x

Aww Hun, that was me inside that dark secret place I let myself go when freaked out and not putting a brave face on it.

All I can say is, you've done it before twice and did it well, this time you get your little girl and take it from me, that moment they flop her on your chest, she's worth it, every stretch mark, stitch, contraction, she's worth doing it again.

Xxx oh and if you like me, the mws leave you alone to get on with it, when they know it's your third xx

eeek kell not long. i was strangely excited second time round...this time im already getiing the 'why did i do this again' thoughts and iv ages to go!!! lol. but you know yourself its all wortg it when you hold your bundle of joy for the first time ;-) x

awww I was more scared about having Finlay but then once it's over you forget and have a lovely squishy PINK girly to look after x

i have felt like that with every preg hun ., proper scared me each time
once i was in labour i was still a bitty scared of it but i tried to focus on progression and it would be all over soon :0)

got me remembering about when Aidens head was out i know there was only 1 more contraction 1 more push and it was over loved that feeling x