Hi Emma!
Sorry your finding it hard, how long have you been ttc for this time?
Nope not on or even near the 2ww yet, i'm just starting to test with opks, if my cycles are anything like they were when i was ttc the last time, im testing too early as ov day isn't till day 15/16 but i figure its been over a year so best start properly again!
Good luck this month! xx