well just as a lot know james was diagnosed with epilepsy 6wks ago and got admitted back into hospital yesterday with having 4 seizures within 40mins by ambulance.

i just feel awful so bad as i wish i could take it away from him, we are going to have to have tests on his eyes done as we are worried as during his seizures after he comes round one eye goes huge the pupil and the other tiny and changes colour which they said is very strange and think the seizures maybe affecting his vision during seizures, i just feel awful over it all, and just wanna cry x

Oh hun, i'm so so sorry that your poor little man is going through this. I hope the doctors can help him and that his vision is effected.

Your poor brave boy, i cant imagine how you feel.
thinking of you all xx

awww sending you huge ((((hugs))) - thinking of you and lots of sloppy kisses for James xx

Oh hun, your poor little man

((((((((((((((((((HUGE HUGS)))))))))))))))))) xx

Oh goodness, poor thing
Really hope they sort things quickly for you xxxx

Aww poor little man, big hugs to all of you xxx

Hope they find some meds that will ease those for him...that has got to be so scary for you..and for him! Poor little guy. xxxx

hope they manage to treat him soon so he doesn't have to suffer the fits as much.
big hugs x

Awww chick! You know where I am if ya need me! Hugs to you both!
Xx

hugs to you all hunnie, really hope they manage to get it all sorted for you and controlled soon!
xxxxxxx

aw poor james. big hugs to u both xx

lets hope you get sorted tomorrow, little James is so lucky to have you and Nick.

have a nice birthday, its so special your first mummy one x

I am thinking of you and hope they find some good meds that ease his seizures they arnt very nice to watch at all xx hugs to you both x

Awww hun, im so sorry you are going through this.

I really hope that they do not affect him too much and that it is a childhood thing, as I have heard that children can grow out of it.

My ex used to have a lot of fits when he was younger but then he grew out of them as he got older and never had another one x

Hope you manage to get some answers tomorrow hun, have a Happy Birthday today though and I hope you get thoroughly spoilt! X