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hello ladies. i have been away from banda for ages because i felt i had nothing to offer anyone. i was getting paranoid none was interested in me or posts( im a twat i know ) or maybe no one is lol..

as some are aware i have being goign through a seperation after 13 years of marrage and i have found it very difficult for both me and my children i feel lost and lonely and panicked and scared and havnt a clue about my future and it petrifies me. i had to stop working and am now on benifits which made me very depressed.( i know lots of people on benifits i have no issues with that its just something i thought i would never need).
i have been goign out on a few weekends with mates getting blindin drunk thinking it was i need to get through . but that just made me worse and i feel more lonelier than ever right now. im so very lost and need some company ..and its you gus i think off when i am down so thought i would say hi again.. and try and get my self out of this hole . no worries if you dont wanna chat to me.i will sulk somewhere else . hope everyone is doing ok x

Hey Emma, good to see you back, ad ive said toyou before you know where I am if you ever need a chat ornjust a hug

awww hun, i hope you are ok? we are all here for you when you need us, massive hugs xxx

Hiya Emma its lovely to see you back xx
Been wondering why havent seen you on her for a while xx

Bloody iPad keeps changing my words! Read back my message and doesn't make a lot of sense but you know what I mean, lol

lol mandy my ipad does it aswell .. im sure people think im weird haah.. i would like to say a massive thankyou to you all for being so kind to me..i pledge to be around alot more and i want to make lots of new freinds. char anytime you want to meet im up for it and kelly and mandy .. we should meet up again too .. xx im also excitied to be meetign up with vicki and lilly too . at the fabulous pepper pig world soon x

Hi Emma! Good to see you back hun, was wondering where you were and I don't have you on FB.

Sorry to hear you have been having a crappy time, you know where we all are if you ever want to chat....hugs xx

Yay welcome back Emma! sorry to hear things have not been so good lately.
As others have said your always welcome here and we can all try and make you feel better:-):-)

EMMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iv been asking for you all the time!! never replied to me on FB was wondering what had happened been so worried!!! glad your all ok!!

now misses snap out of it and come back hehe I loves ya!! xxx

em... i did reply :O( thanks ladies im gonna get posting :O)

emma im so glad to see you back. ive also been thinknig about u the past few days. im so sorry to hear your going through a bad time atm. these girls are angels and can get you through anything x x x