To me going back to work full time
I will get a couple of hours an evening with Flick one week then a week of a couple of hours in the morning. Every Sunday me,Dan and Flick will do something together and every other Saturday when I work we may go for a meal after when OH picks me up
When I look at it like that its not like I will never see Flick again.
The job is good money and goodness knows we need it right now and I will get paid every week which helps too xx
I am not there forever as this is just a stop gap.
I will be phoning Flick on my breaks so I will speak to her during the day and she will be with my stepmum everyday so I know she is completely safe, I will give her money to take Flick swimming or whatever xxx
Sorry for rambling on, I couldn't sleep so had to come and check bus timetables and work out what time Flick will need picking up in the mornings etc.. and thought I would let off some steam here
Ok now I am kind of excited about going to work next week
I'm doing this for my baby xx