To me going back to work full time

I will get a couple of hours an evening with Flick one week then a week of a couple of hours in the morning. Every Sunday me,Dan and Flick will do something together and every other Saturday when I work we may go for a meal after when OH picks me up
When I look at it like that its not like I will never see Flick again.
The job is good money and goodness knows we need it right now and I will get paid every week which helps too xx
I am not there forever as this is just a stop gap.
I will be phoning Flick on my breaks so I will speak to her during the day and she will be with my stepmum everyday so I know she is completely safe, I will give her money to take Flick swimming or whatever xxx

Sorry for rambling on, I couldn't sleep so had to come and check bus timetables and work out what time Flick will need picking up in the mornings etc.. and thought I would let off some steam here

Ok now I am kind of excited about going to work next week
I'm doing this for my baby xx

dont worry you'll be fine. i worried as much as you did. but as much as you miss them you get some time on your own and get to talk to adults and it helps keep you sain

Awww, it will all be great hun.

You will really value the time you spend with Flick when you do go back and her little face will light up when she sees you every day xx