YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have at times hated Simon, especially when if Dexter's been screaming at night depsite me feeding him/cuddling him trying everything I can to get him sleep and he lays there tossing and turning, huffing and puffing. And then in the morning when I've been up most of the night and he'll say something stupid like 'Dexter was bad last night wasn't he' even thought he slept through most of it, maybe heard 10 mins max!!
As you know there has been many a time when I've wanted to give up but the stubborn little so and so wouldnt and wont take a bottle or cup of anything even EBM so I've felt stuck as though I had no choice. Luckily its getting slightly easier now as hes only having maybe 4 feeds a day, but the resentment is still there as he seems to think it's my job to deal with him, day or night - in fact he probably changes his nappy once a fortnight!!
With regards to the bond, I feel a bond or is that a tie? either way I feel like I cant leave Dexter for more than an hour in case he gets hungry/tired/upset etc. as he will only be calmed or settled by me. Unfortunately it was exactly the same with Libby as she was BF, it only changed when she was 8 months and I was back at work.