Hi ladies just want to get a bit off my chest sorry!

No need to reply if U don't want to lol!

Have been I'll through the night had no sleep, Lilly was under the weather all night too, oh just slept and did t care one bi! So peed off!

Was supposed to have college triedto get up but was so exhausted and felt rough so called and they were fine, however I feel so bad not being there and worried I will miss loads

Also as some of u know I quit my job as it made me so unhappy and I have developed severe anxiety and have depression and high blood pressure, I am going in to get my stuff from there tomorrow and I am so anxious about it, I get really bad palpitations and struggle talkin in front of people ATM, I'm quite scared too.

I really learnt who my friends are since being of work, one girl who I wa really closed to hasn't bothered wig me in 4 months even though I have messages her lots, then yesterday she sent me a message about when I'm coming in a everyone is desperate to see me, I'm thinking more like nosey into my life

I don't really have many friends and all I want is for everyone to be happy and get on! Iknow it's alot to ask! But it's what I want!

Hope everyone is ok xxxxxx

Aww Vicki big (((((((((hugs)))))))))) You're bound to feel apprehensive about going back into work. You just have to remember that no one there has any hold over you at all anymore, they're just people like those you see in the supermarket. You don't have to tell anyone anything you don't want to, just say that you got the opportunity to go and retrain in something you really wanted to do!

Try hard not to be concerned about missing a day at college. Everyone in your class will miss at least one day so you're all in the same boat. Just ask someone for their notes and your lecturer for any handouts or course material that you missed.

You'll be fine sweetie xxx

Ah Vicky i dont know what to say apart from here is a huge virtual huggle from me and my munchkin xxx

Thanks guys I think I just need to boost my confidence a bit and I m sure it will be ok! Xx

i hate when people do that

hope ur days gettin better xx

Big hugs chick and don't take any bull when you go to collect your stuff! Don't tell the nosy gits anything!!!

Xx

oh no! Hope you are feeling better now

Are you able to email your lecturers? If so maybe ask them to let you know what you have missed - I did that today & they replied back with what went on to day so I can catch up

Don't worry about work - you don't owe them any kind of explanation, just say you had a good opportunity so you took it - they dont need to know more than that!

Thanks guys I really know how to give me a boost! Really appreciate it xxx

hope tomorrow goes ok, it'll probably be good for you collecting your old things, celebrate the end of an era and a fresh start away from it all x