just sat here and i've realised i've not got that constant longing for a little baby anymore!!

yes i miss being pg, feeling baby kick, getting excited about scans and birth, but i don't long for it and feel pure jealousy for those going through it

i'd love another baby but tbh i think i've finally hit a point where i've accepted it may not happen and i'll be happy with it

omg...i've really gotten over it!!!never thought it would happen

I honestly thought you'd be popping them out way into you 40's

haha so did i...i'd still love more and i'm not ruling it out, but with lily-ann having her probs i've had to accept that it might not happen and appreciate the two i have

Oi woman dont get over it completely yet!! We need mini senty'e (sam & kenty) if the test come back good

haha i like the term senty!!!

i'm not totally ruling out, but if we can't have another i really think i'd be ok with it....stupid as it sounds, i think i appreciate the kids more now than i did at the beginning and am happy to at least have them

Any tips Kenty think I am getting worse

Oooer! I was only thinking about this tonight when I was feeding Lucas before bed...dunno why I was, but I was! x

Diane hun, I soooooooo pray and wish for a BFP for you. You really deserve it!! x

Thanks Jo hun, everyone being nice too me is making me really emotional these last few days what am I like

i'll bring my lewis to stay with you for a month diane...that'll stop you wanting kids for life!! lol


seriously though, i really hope you get your bfp soon!! you so deserve it

Aww Kenty I'm glad you're feeling less broody. It's a horrible feeling when you can't do anything about it. Wish mine would give me a break x

Mine disappeared too when Moo reached 12mth ish..till now