i just dont feel myself!!!

i feel sick again, every night since Thursday last week around this time i feel like i want to puke. i feel so out of sorts, i feel exhausted, i dont want to work am fed up of having to tidy up all the time!!

but when i go to bed i cant sleep. i cant explain really how i feel trying the best i can. i got a full nights sleep last night since not having one since friday. so much is going at work, i really just want to leave, i;ve applied for lots of other jobs today. ergh

but i just feel wrong. i dont feel under the weather just not right.

i'm sorry for rambling no need to reply just actually need to get off how i feel

you should have a nice relaxing bath and night. do the things you enjoy doing? reading? watch a film? and try get a long lie.

hope you feel better soon xxx

i just dont find the bath relaxing anymore. since i had rowan. am so strange lol !!!!

i'd really love a day and night to myself but could never leave rowan for the night am so up tight lol.

cud u be preg hun x

its hard relaxing isnt it? I find that my mum will take hannah overnight for me and Im up at the crack of dawn feeling lost. when shes here I could sleep all day though.
x

same here. i feel lost with out rowan.

dont even want to think about that michelle. not after last month.

It sounds like you need a holiday hun. When was the last time you had one of those??

Could your OH not take Rowan out for the day over the weekend just to give you a bit of free time?

zee i'm more relaxed when rowan is at nursery then when is at home with OH. i worry so much when he's with rowan.

erm last holiday was when i was pregnant with rowan lol. never had one with or away from rowan.

i'd really love a massage and be able to lay in a pool of hot water that dont get cold (our bath gets cold too quick) i can only dream ay.

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xx

When I say holiday I don't necessarly mean 'away' - but just some time off work, just to be 'you' again and not the lady who rushes from pillar to post Mon-Fri.

Why do you worry about you OH and Rowan? do you not think he will cope?

god i wish!!!! i'd love a massage and to be able to sit in a hot jaquzzi

I think it sounds like you could be pregnant Kelly xx

HMM see i dont know.

if i feel sick again tonight i might consider i might be.

aww poor you xx
Hope u feel better soon x

Ahhh hun, I know it's hard after last month but perhaps you are pregnant, I know how you feel though I'm absolutely terrified about being pregnant again x

i think you should consider testing hun ,,,,,, what about when rowans in bed you just curl up on sofa/bed with a movie/book choccies crisps and relax for a few hours ,,

I'm going to wait at least 8 weeks if nothing then i will. it will be 5 weeks this sat so only 3 more to go. then if no af i'll test but not before

Hope you start to feel better soon (or get the result you want )

Big hugs hun xxxxxx