we were away for the weekend and coming home today we came across a bad smash
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,, must have only just happened as someone was on phone to services
we were behind a lorry which just drove past the crash , we followed
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,,, tbh there was nothing i could have done as i would have froze and or cried and i had my 3 children in the back so really did not want them seeing what was going on ( i had noticed 4/5 other cars had stopped though )
i spent the next hour of journey so sad and upset and guilty feeling telling my self i should have stopped ... although i really dont know why as i couldnt have helped any
, i had several scenarios going through my head
then i hit a flipping pheasant !
anyways ,,, we were about 20 mins away from crash site when the services started to go past us to the accident ! that really got me ,,,, this is a bad stretch of road well know for crashes ( the a9 , its the main road from north scotland down ) and there are about 100 miles poss more between major hospitals ,
got home and future mil was on phone , i had not heard my mobile ringing and she had heard about the crash and panicked , turns out 2 were killed
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we thought that may have happened as when going past we seen them
the guilt i feel for not stopping is so bad ,,, feel such a bad person ,,, would you have stopped ?
this is going to make me sound even more of a biatch but had i not have went past then i would still have been sitting there hours later as the road was closed ( possibly still is ) and the detour for me would have added hours onto my journey