well ladies, it was my sisters operation yday and that was scary enough for me and the rest of the family, now i rang my doctors because of painful recurrent abcesses under my armpit last time i had the biggest most painful one on my bum cheek and had to have a small op for that (but i didnt get put to sleep as i was far too scared!!) i had to have them aspirated and it hurt like frick no local ana or anything
now the doctor says if i have as many as im saying and (i think the poison has gone into my lymph noides) then i'll have to have them drained it hurt so much on my bum (which tbh has lots of fat on to make it less painful lol) so im sooooo scared at the prospect of this
im sick to death of one thing after the other now....my life seems as though its not fun anymore...my mum keeps saying she wishes she was dead i love my mum so much, and to hear this hurts so much!!!
adams going to come with me, but last time i got sent straight to hospital and got told i was going to be puit to sleep but kept pushing for it to be aspirated and it worked but i know i'll have them all my life, so its either drainage or ops all my life!!!!!!!!
i saw what my sister had to go thru yday to be put to sleep and i know i couldnt be that strong, as i have a phobia of dying under ana and not being able to see my son grow up
xxx

Aww hun, poor you seems like you've got a lot to cope with. I don't really know what to say cause I don't have a fear of local anisthetic so it wouldn't bother me but I can understand why it would be so hard for you. I hope the drs can do something else for you and hopefully after this you'll get some better luck xx

thanks shell i have soooo much to deal with at the moment, so its no surprise im feeling downin the dumps (causing these bliters to start growing!!!! bloody damn sores )
hopefully they will sort it out, but if i do have to be put to sleep i'll be inconsoleable

ah lou, poor you it just seems to be one thing after another, im sure everything will be ok,

thanks pinky im at hme with no needfor op, just strong anti bs (no drinking over xmas for me ) BOO!!!
but aleast thers no op:)

Aww thats great you didn't need an op. Hopefully the anti Bs will work and things will look up for you in the new year xx

cheers shell...nd just realised!!! CONGRATS!!!