got to work today and my friend, knowing everything im going through atm, knowing i need cheering up and something to look forward to, she starts going on about her trip to amsterdam she's just booked, she was going to invite me but thought i wouldnt be able to get a sitter so invited someone else instead. charming how she just presumed cos as it happend i most probibly would have been able to get a sitter. ok so i probibly wouldnt have gone cos i dont think id be comfortabe leaving my kids for 2 nights...but would have been nice to have been given the option, instead on fust presuming i cant. i realise its probibly a bit of the green eye'd monster coming throught atm as im a little sensitive, but i do think she's being a bit insensitive banging on about it to me, knowing full well im dissapointed i cant go x

arrhh some people just dont think...other than about themselves!