Well the witch has arrived and she has arrived early.

I feel like I am never going to get that much longed for bfp and feel like giving up and going back on the pill as I'm not sure how much more mentally I can cope with ttc. We are due to go on hols in 2 weeks which means next months af will be due when we are in NYC which I don't really want. I have tried taking Norethisterone previously to delay af and this hasn't worked. Sorry girls feel like crying at the mo. Had tried relaxing this month and not relying on ov tests and had hoped this might help, don't know what else to try.

Sorry girls just feeling sorry for myself

Don't give up hun! You know you haven't relaxed one little bit! I gotta feeling being on Americano soil and in vaycay mode in the coming weeks..you and OH will finally let your hair down and let nature take it's course. Look forward to that toots! xxx

Siobhan was tryinfg to conceive for a long while and she got her BFP whilst on hoilday x ( Siobhan please correct me if I'm wrong hun )
I think that being away from everything for a while may make you more relaxed and may take your mind off TTC for a while xx

aww hun im sorry your feeling like this, but please do give up...just relax a bit, tbh it sounds like your putting a huge strain on yourself,sod's law as soon as you stop thinking about it, it will happen...enjoy your holiday and try not to let it get you too much i know easier said than done.
i have everything crossed for you xxxxx

sorry to hear your af has arrived..not much I can say but don't give up..maybe that holiday will work it's magic for the both of you!

Do you have any pills like Yasmin or microgynon? If you AF has just started you can start a course and keep taking them so that your AF doesnt come til you stop

If you dont have any you could get in at the GPs quickly and if you start before your period ends you should still be fine to carry on til you get home

I have done that before when I knew AF was due on holiday!

awww Tiggs, sending you hugs. Dont give up !! I agree with the girls,once you're on holiday and relaxed, your body is more likely to do its thing (if you know what i mean) . Try and stay positive, i know thats really hard when you are longing for something so badly. Hang in there xxx

Oh Hun I'm sorry you feel so down, I can only echo what everyones already said! Don't give up! You will get your bfp. Try not to put so much pressure on yourself easier said than done I suppose!

I think your holiday will be a perfect thing to loose yourself in!

The month I got my bfp my attention was on our new puppy, I really wasn't in ttc mode!

Big hugs to you,

not to worry, theres always next month x