for the past few months...i have been a complete cow bag (mainly to OH- although this week he has been an arse and a half grrr!) usually the middle 2 weeks before af is due...sometimes even 3 weeks. I'm wondering if it is actually ppd or pms...i get so mad to the point i could kill him, no word of a lie, sometimes i'm buttering bread and the knife just looks so tempting im NOT A VIOLENT PERSON at all, but when im like that, i could easily kill no problem!!
when af is here, im sooooo relieved, my hormones feel right, i feel like me again, and it's like a huuuuge cloud has been lifted!!!
i go back to being patient, happy me...and not raging bull lou!!!

any tips on what this could be?? it is literally 2-3 weeks of the month, then when af is here im fine...

also lol i have been getting very, very bad stabbing pains in my left pubic area (where my ovaries are) and it goes rock hard, hurts to touch...when i touch that area it really hurts!! any ideas on what that could be??

god, im so miserable lol...hurry up period hahaha

I think you should see your doctor hun. You (and your oh, bless him) can't live like that. They may be able to prescribe you something to help.

On the other hand, I often look at the butter knife and think 'what if', lol xxx

i would go on the pill/come off the pill/try a different pill delete as appropriate!

lol i love him loads of course i do, but he does deliberately aggrivate me, and has admitted he does things to make me mad, because "he finds my angry face funny!!" (see what a dick lol)
yeah i keep going to go to the docs then chicken out...im scared they will say i have something wrong with my ovaries and hormones ...BUT i know i must go soon!!
thanks for replying hun xx

mari...ive been on the pill, injection, implant (before i got pg) and they made me worse, my mum nearly took me to the docs as she thought i had bi-polars... i was evil to everyone lol no word of a lie!!
gosh i must sound evillll lol

Hi Hun,

Your OH is naughty for pressing the right buttons to get you wound up but I have to agree, I think you should go to the docs as it definately sounds like something hormonal and hopefully they will be able to prescribe something that will make you feel like you all the time.

Best of luck xx

The implant made me evil and im so not an angry person! I would say go to the docs def sounds like your hormones. Also the stabbing pain, how often do u get it? Could it be ovulation pains?

try evening primrose and also PM Lisam i think, she was having similar truamas, or was at least advising someone who was hun xxxxx

i would go to the docs and tell them how you're feeling to get to the root of the problem, its not doing you any good chick x

Go to the docs hun it is almost certainly a hormone inbalance if AF calms it.

I found going on the pill settled my raging pms when I was a teenager (different brands of pill made a difference to me). (I have cured mine now with some serious mind altering therapy )

Your OH sounds a bit like mine in the wind up stakes and I work hard to ignore mine most days. (killing him is a bit drastic and would cause me a whole load of hassle I don't have time for but it is tempting some days)

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I found going on the pill settled my raging pms when I was a teenager

i found that too but when i hit 26/27 they sent me absolutely raving mental

thanks for advice ladies, i shall go to the docs next week...you all keep ontop of me though, as i always chicken out, and think the doctors will think im a moaning old biddy lol xxx

i agree go to docs. they may be able to give u some vitams etc top balance it out. adam doesnt do much to help at all tho!! x

no he doesnt lol everyone seems to think that i'm a radgie and shout at him all the time, but they have no idea of what i have to put up with...yes he gets up to benjys dummy in during the night, but i do all housework/clothes/dog stuff/most benjy stuff and i also care for my younger sister atleast 3 days a week...ontop of having to keep myself from kicking off/getting too angry for no apparent reason...
my days are exhausting, even if im just sat on the sofa (which never happens lol) because i have to have my mind working at all times to stop my mind wandering off and thinking of things that make me mad!!! lol
my ovulation pains arent normally this bad, but it is where my ovaries are...but this is agony, im not so much a wuss with pain anymore...ive learnt to not be such a drama queen (giving birth kinda does that to ya lol) it's a stabbing pain, right in my lower left front (near my groin) v strange! docs next week...keep telling me to do it though girls...or else i will "forget!"

Pleeeeeeeeeeeeaaaassssssseeee go to the docs. PM your number and I'll text you Monday to get your butt to the docs!! xx

I would go to see you Dr hun, lately I have been feeling down and wanting to hurt myself and I have an appt on Tuesday 1st thing to get back on my medication, may even talk about counselling , you need to find out what is making you feel like this xxx
I know how you feel xxx