Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm having a really shitty day today and really cba, just want to curl up and feel sorry for myself
OH went out yesterday to watch footie with his mates, he said he'd be home when its finished. Text him at 8.30pm to see where he was - he was watching a film and he'd be home in an hour. So 2hrs passed so I text him a rather sarcastic message that I got sick of waiting
Gets up with O this morning and he's going through this really wingey phase and its driving me up the wall
So after dealing with him, I had a go at OH as he was still in bed at 11.30am and to get his lazy fat arse out of bed!! he gets up has a drink and complains that he's got a dodgy tummy
after an hour O ask where daddy is, so go and check and the lazy fat feck has got back into bed
LAZY FAT FECKING FECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have put O down for his kip and OH still being - yes you guessed it - a lazy fay feck!
I feel like i've been cleaning and tidying all day and the house still looks like a squat
Its my mums birthday today and she's just rung to see how 'I' was
so after 1/2hr of rambles I totally forgot to wish her happy birthday and feel mega shitty
I really cba doing anything for tea tonight cos no fecker eats it anyway, I just feel like saying 'feck you all' and get your own tea.
Then I'm getting worked up about tomorrow as O's back at nursery and feel like we're going to have to do the whole settling in period again due to this past weeks holiday - so i'm feeling really nervous and on edge about it all
I know this probably sounds like a 'me, myself and I' post - but I never get time or air my 'Arghhh-ness' and I just need to get it out!
....and breathe!
