start my new job on tuesday, its only 20 hours but its 9-1 mon-fri
i know it doesnt seem like a very big deal but i havent ever spent that much time away from Iris, and tho she is settled in nursery for the 1 day a week she will be there, i feel like im really letting her down and that she might forget all the special time we have had together.
i am in a way looking forward to this new job, i think it will be exciting, but a big dirty cloud is being cast over it by thinking how much i will miss her and not be there for her.
i tried to speak to greg but he jsut said id be fine and to get on with it.
sorry just had to let it out