My anxiety is through the fookin roof!!!!!!!!!!!
Isla is absolutely driving me insane..........please god, I seriously cant cope!!!
9 hours today, all ive had is whining 'muuuuuummmmmmmmyyyyyyy'......clinging to my leg, screaming if anyone else tries to come between us, pushing Jess, biting jess, more 'mmmmmuuuuuuuummmmmmmmyyyyyyyy'
Its all since ive gone back to work, and shes gone to nursery!!! Grandma tried to take her to tumble tots for me yesterday to try and give me half an hour break from her, and all she did was cry and fling herself about! They brought her home early!
She normally goes to bed fine but not now......even more 'mmmuuuuuummmmmmmmyyyyyyy' in the most whiniest voice ever (currently listening to it now....arhhggggghhhhhhhhhh)
I CANT DO THIS - I FEEL LIKE PACKING A BAG AND WALKING AWAY - ITS CONSTANT, SHE NEVER LETS UP!!!
My panic and anxiety is off the scale, what the hell am I doing wrong???? What do i do???? Everyone that 'used' to offer to help out, now is nowhere to be seen now shes a handful, so its me and chris!!