I was in such a mood this morning after Alfie getting me up at 5.30 and just being a total grump all morning, and then i came on the laptop while he went for a nap and now i feel unbelievably guilty.
I was looking through a FB group for a little boy from my town that was born 3 days after Alfie, i remember looking at her bump pics and everything! Sadly he passed away when he was 8 days old as he had CDH
Seeing all the messages from his mum absolutely broke my heart and i felt so guilty for moaning that i was up so early with him where she would give absolutely anything to be in my position
One huge big cuddle and kiss on it's way to Alfie when he wakes up i think!