Why does ttc hurt so much.

I woke up this morning in tears think I had been dreaming of babies again that and af is due next weekend. It just feels like I have this emptiness inside me and fear that the one thing I want most in the world (second thing being a mini cooper s) feels like it is never ever going to happen. I hope this doesn't sound over dramatic it just feels like some days the ache of wanting my own little bundle feels psychical. I have been a big weepy mess this week. I am on day 11 but am starting to struggle. Thank you all for your fb comments knowing I have so much support from such amazing ladies really does help even if people being nice to me makes me cry at the moment.

You are doing great hun. You are bound to have a wobble now and again, now that you are off your tablets, but keep strong.

It will happen for you hun, and when it does, and you have a little baby, all of this will seem like a distant memory.

Keep strong xxx

Oh hunni!!! Wish I could come and give you a big hug...but the best I can do is a virtual one !!!!

It's understandable that you feel a physical as well as an emotional pain. I'm sure each and every one of us would in your situation!! As Laura said, this will all be a distant memory when you have your precious bundle.

It's also totally understandable the you are feeling out of sorts atm too. What with coming off your meds, leading up to your period and coping with the pain and heartache of ttc. Don't expect too much from yourself hun, you've been under one hell of a lot of pressure this year and I think you're doing fab!

I wish there was something more I could say or do to help ease your pain. But I hope you know I am here for you no matter what! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Aww, hunni I don't know your full ttc journey, but i'm sure it will happen and as Laura said, all this will be a distant memory.

Sending you big hugs

Oh hunni, sending you a great big hug. You know the journey that I went through and I can honestly honestly say please dont give up. TTC has its ups and its downs, but I can so so tell you that when you see those two lines appear on that test or the words 'pregnant' every little ounce of energy and emotion that you put into the whole journey is so so worth it. xx