i was hanging my clothes up earlier and ran out of coathangers. so i scooted over to his side of the wardrobe to steal some of his. now this is slightly petty but i got really pissed off!!

half his tops are hung up on size 6 and size 8 skinny biatch shop hangers. i told hiim to chuck them out, they were his ex's bloody hangers. if i even thought of LOOKING in one of them shops, monsoon, jane norman, zara and coast etc... i would get a lecture on budjets and justifying cost etc.. hmm never stopped him slashing the cash and buying her from them shops.. i pay for my own stuff!!! btw this aint a jealousy thing its a blumming double standards thing

so gettin off point. he was told to get rid and never, so hhere is me, in a bit of a low mood, cause the size 18 top i bought that shoulda fitted, didnt, raking for hangers and coming across ones thats HALF my size. yeah cause i need reminded that he is used to girls HALF my age and HALF my size!!

sorry, im coming across as jealous or whatever, im not. im peed off that im trying to do summat bout my weight and every where i turn im gettin a kick in the teeth.

aww hun i know how u feel bout the losing weight im doin tons but struggling to lose it aswell!!

as for ur oh grrr bloody men!! why cant they jst do as we ask i bet if u had stuff of ur exs lying around he wud be none to pleased

dont blame you, its not nice to have reminders of peoples exs and the fact he preaches double standards is even worse!

im blatentley told im the fattest i ever been and all his exex where model type ..basterds!!!

he wonders why i have insecurits grrr,,


laura all i say to min eis .. ITS ok as i can lose the weight but you can change your face!!!!

aww sweetie i would have bunged them out !
my Oh used to wear a chain and i found out it was from an ex ,, i made sure that went ,, thats too sentimental for my liking and yesterday i found out his wallet is from an ex , guess whats going next !!!!

anything from the past should remain there x x x

3 years on im still finding stuff. knickers, hair, make up thats DEFFO not mine... i was up the loft for the jackets i kept from garry that will now fit alasdair and found 7 boxes for "their" stuff he said he threw up, he never hes boxed it n kept it... but thats another moan... if he wants to hang on to her, fine! im not compeating.. some of u know hes been back to her behind my back a few times ne ways.

lisa, the double standards feckers me off royally. if i moved out he would have to sell. it annoys the heck out of me im not allowed to buy things with my money as i see fit, after the bills are paid that is.

emma, he used to do the same as me, take photos at car shows for the site we were both part of. except he did "portfolios" for the models.... yeah right!! was it heck, it was slutty pictures that got passed round the cruse scene LOL!!

remind me, why am i marrying him again?? tonight im kinda lost on the answer!

Why can't they even do the simplest of tasks! My oh's ex was huuuge though and had a face like a pig, so it doesn't bother me too much!

my oh has a teddy that his ex bought him and its his most treasured possesion its really skanky now but hes part of the family even hannah takes him to bed sometimes.

I think it would be the double standards thing that would annoy me.
x

When i first met Chris we were sorting out his room (when he lived at home), and I found a size 8 thong in his drawers.........

I still take the pee about it now 5yrs on saying that he must've been a knicker sniffer, especially as my knickers are more like sheets!

i cant say too much cause i still have my engagement rings from previous and a box of photos. he knows there for the kids when there older. well meg n tails that is. there upt he loft sum where too, fecked if i know where thou lol!! if i dont see it and have it shoved in my face i dont mind it too much. its the possessive stuff id feel miffed over. simply put... im a fat fecker and dont want reminded his ex well all his ex's were never any bigger than a size 8.

They can be as thin as they like, you have his babies and your the one whos marrying him hun, says it all really! Your a better person! x