Well I knew this morning as soon as I walked into the office things were not good. I said my usual good morning to my boss and just got glared at. About 5 mins in I get an email can I have a word with you please. I was like what have I done, they say nothing.
So I am given a bollocking for changing my leave so often mainly because david is away next week and he has just decided he is taking a few days off when he gets back so I wanted a few days for just us.
I was off yesterday as I have been sick all week and have been dragging myself into work. I happened to mention to someone I thought I could trust on fb that I was maybe going to go in depending how I felt yesterday. Well I didn't feel good, but the conversation I had got back to my boss. I had put down a request for an extra 3 days leave for xmas but was quite happy to work it. I was granted all 3 days but said I didn't really need them I would rather others who had kids had the time off. Well trying to be nice got my another rollocking. I was also told I had made loads of mistakes this week, I have been feeling like shite all week and that has been obvious. I was told to take a breather on wednesday I wasn't anxious so didn't see the need and just kept on working, again that was wrong and I have disappointed them and am like the person I was a few months back who got anxious and upset.
Well sorry but I had been off almost a year was in a new job and had just changed medication so I was bound to be a bit anxious. As you can guess I am proper raging. It was also questioned whether or not I needed a psychologist/psychiatrist and maybe I should give up my appts to someone more deserving.
Today is ov day so I really want this to be a bfp month so I can look forward to maternity leave lol
