hi all,
sorry i've not been around, i've been so busy, with work etc and now i've called in sick today as i feel terrible and my boss wasnt listening to me about stress, really want to go to docs and be signed off for a while, as i'm so worried about stress and bubs, but i got 2 weeks and then i'm off for 2 weeks over christmas, if i'm no better then i will go to the doc.
my mw keeps asking me if i'm going to cry when i see her, which is annoying, she asks if my mom is going to be around, even though i told her she died 10yrs ago and when i say that, she asks are you going to cry. NO YOU STUPID COW, i'm taking russ on next appointment, so she can see i'm supported.
bubs is moving a little, but with not feeling i'm worried about him/her and i did hear heartbeat last week, which was amazing.
everything else is fine elsewhere, xmas shopping is nearly done,but still goto make cards, russ brought me a new tree and decs which is lovely.
i've missed all of you, but i'm going to have to be someone who will be coming and going for a bit, mainly because i'm resting because work is rubbish.
if i dont see you all before MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU xxx