i've got less than 3 weeks now before i'm back at work and i'm really starting to worry about it. Its not going to work as such but i really don't want to leave ava, the most I've ever been away from her is 3 hours and i'm going to be away 12 hours with travelling so i'll see her briefly on a morning but she'll be in bed when i get home.
I'm glad my hubbys looking after her rather than going to nursery and don't get me wrong he's a great dad but i just don't think he'll do things the same, i have visions of him playing on his xbox and just letting her do her own thing. i've always done the lions share so I'v been getting him to do more over the past few weeks but he's so useless at making decisions, I have to remind him what time lunch is, then he can't decide what to make her, what time nap times are.I know when it comes down to it, he'll do a good job and ava will be fine when I'm at work but I feel really stressed out about it, its really not like me.