But i havent seen him since he was 13 when i he couldnt remember my name. He was a wicked, horrible man.

Pointless post really maybe i am a hard hearted biatch but if you had told me next door had died i would have probably felt more!

ur not heartless hun

im not sure i wud feel anything if someone id never been close with had passed away family or not!

still passing some hugs ur way though x

sorry he's died....but i think you're normal to feel like that...he is basically as much a stranger as some random in the street!