I was in such a mood this morning after Alfie getting me up at 5.30 and just being a total grump all morning, and then i came on the laptop while he went for a nap and now i feel unbelievably guilty.

I was looking through a FB group for a little boy from my town that was born 3 days after Alfie, i remember looking at her bump pics and everything! Sadly he passed away when he was 8 days old as he had CDH Seeing all the messages from his mum absolutely broke my heart and i felt so guilty for moaning that i was up so early with him where she would give absolutely anything to be in my position

One huge big cuddle and kiss on it's way to Alfie when he wakes up i think!

Aww. How sad. I've had this before, been moaning about something and then seen something that makes me realise how lucky i am. x

Aww thats so sad what is CDH?
I think we are all guilty of this though i often just think GRRRR at Tayla, then she does something cute or funny and my heart melts again and i think how can i ever be mad at her Shes going to get away with murder if she keeps up the cuteness right on que!

awww don't feel guilty! We're parents we're allowed to get mad... and 5.30 is early to be getting up

nobodies perfect.

But sad about the other little boy x

Dont feel guilty hun.

We all do it.

We went through hell to have Aimee with us and I remember saying that I would never ever ever moan if she just survived.

.... I still moan my backside off!

But we dont mean it, and that is what matters.

x

yeah dont feel guilty lie the others said we have all been there moaning and then realising were very lucky xxx