I had a lovely holiday in England, even survived the 11 hour flight with a toddler who refused to sleep, a mental biatch in the seat in front of me who kept hissing at Milo to shut up - totally lost it with her which was fun! And it made her shut up!

Aaanyway, get home to Japan, and feel absolutely rubbish - sick, exhausted, can't get out of bed, didn't think much of it for a while, just thought i had a cold or something, but it got worse and worse. The last time i felt this bad was when I had morning sickness with Milo, so I did a preg test to rule that out, thinking it's definitely going to be BFN because - we rarely have sex , we're using protection, and my doctor said it was unlikely i'd be able to get pregnant on my own. So POAS, sit there watching it, first line comes up - right, thats the control line then, 2nd line comes up, right, so that's the..2nd control line?? I nearly fell off the loo!

My husband's reaction was the same as mine - shock, happiness, laughter - then "Wait, when did we have sex??" haha.

I'm over the moon!! I never imagine having two so close together, and I never thought i'd be able to get pregnant naturally, but i'm worried sick as well, as I've been taking my anti-depressants (until i found out of course), so worried that they've affected the baby somehow, worried that i'm imagining it!! Worried how i'm going to cope with two tiny people and moving country in the middle of a pregnancy.. Oh, and morning sickness and stinky toddler nappies are a nightmare combination! But also feeling like a very very lucky girl!!

I know it's still early days, so i'm trying not to get carried away, but i had to share with you BANDA ladies before I go mad!!

oh Nat, congrats hunny!

where are you moving to now????

hope things are good now with OH i know the ladies were asking after you the other day to see if you were back in Japan xxx

Aw honey!!!! Thats so brilliant, another stunt bubba to help Milo drive you to distraction! Im so pleased for you. What anti-ds are you on as i think most are actually fairly safe the docs just like to play it safe.

Get a ticker up girl xxx

aww congrats hunnie! heres to a h&h 9 months! xxx

Jo, thanks! Things are better with OH after nearly going pear shaped (he thought it was reasonable behaviour to take another woman out to dinner at 11pm while I was out of the country ) We're moving back to England next spring, all going well with the visas. So excited!!

Mario, thank you! I'm on paxil, my doctor told me to stop immediately, then i'm meeting him on tuesday to talk about effects/other medication. I would put up a ticker, but it would have to be the vaguest ticker in the world, as I have no idea how far along i am! Neither OH or I can remember the one time we did the deed I think I'm about 6 weeks ish, but will know more after my first scan (yay, you get immediate scans here, boo - they're internal )

Thanks Vicki! I'm hoping the morning sickness vanishes quickly, or milo does stinkless poops for a couple of months, haha.

Congratulations Kat thats brilliant news!! xxxx

congratulations hun

Omg kat! Congratulations
Aww milo will have a little brother or
sister!

that's kool your
moving back over
here! Omg,
just thought, you might have another+Aug baby! Xxx

Thanks everyone!

Becci, it's madness isn't! If my dates are vaguely right, due date would be mid-end of July I'm going to be very careful about Octobers in the future!!

congratulations hunny xxxx

Aww congratulations hun xx
Next spring should fly round xx

Wow! Huge Congrats! Happy & healthy 9 months xxx

oooh congratulations

so happy for you Kat xxx

Congratulations hun x

yaaay congratulations it was time things changed for you

Congrats - hope all goes well for you - the age gap will be similar to us btw; this little pip is due exactly a month before first baby's 2nd birthday

congratulations xx

Oh wow congrats xx

Aww thats fab news congratulations! xx

Oh wow NatKat congratulations!!!! x

Aw that's brilliant hun - congratulations!!

huge congratulations!!!

Wow congratulations xxxx

congratulations, hope all goes well xx