WTF is the matter with me these last few days i simply cannot lift myself. Am so fed up and iritable. Sitting watching tv or doing anything and could just cry for no reason i can fathom, really low and fed up and dont know why.

Just feel lonely and bored and so heavy. Legs feel like someones added lead weights into em, keep putting off going to loo cos it involves stairs

Sorry for moan just feel like im being a pain in the arse to the entire world atm, like caelyns stuck at home all day with a miserable mardy crap mummy, im peeing everyone off and just dont know what to do with myself.

Again sorry, just you lot always cheer me up x

Aww your preggers Mario your allowed! Im sure C doesnt think that at all, your a fab mummy Not long to go now

Hormones is what happens when you preggy hun, keep your feet up and watch tv, cos in some weeks from here, you aint going to be doing any of that. xx

Oh gosh I remember that feeling in the last few weeks of being pregnant but then I didn't actually ever 'glow' just felt awful. Hope you feeling better soon

Ah hun,

I hope these 35 days fly by for you now, i remember feeling the same and the mummy guilt.


stop that mummy guilt right now!
you will instantaniously feel better as soon as A is here it just seems a long way away.

notlongnotlongnotlongnotlong xxxxx

Aw hun, well you're certainly not pissing me off and certainly not a pain in the arse for a start!!! I would be lost without you at the mo!!!.

As for the guilt, I think it's natural but unjustified, I find everything difficult at the moment and I havent got the issues you've got, I constantly feel bad for Libby - and jealous that Simon can be the fun one and run around after her etc. I really wish I could do something to help I really do.

Like Jo says, notlongnotlongnotlongnotlongnotlongnotlongnotlongnotlong!!!

I'm here hun, whenever xxx

- becaused you asked

Seriously though hun, you dont have long left. I was exactly the same when I was pregnant with Lily xx

i was the same! Felt so bad for braden but i simply didnt have an ounce of energy to go anywhere with him!
x

Not long now hun

Im not even pg and I feel cruudy and gulity that Caitlin is missing out. We both been ill on and off for past cpl weeks and only been out to soft play once, and 1 other playdate.

I worry she is bored but my mum always says it takes very little to content a toddler. If you are about for her to go to for a cuddle/chat, cbeebies is on, she is warm & fed with a few toys about her she will be happy! I think us mums put too much pressure on ourselves to be doing activities with LOs 3-4 days a week and planned playtime at home eg painting, gardening etc... but really toddlers dont have these expectations.

As for crying, Unfortunayely it pretty normal too & all I can say is let it out. Some people believe crying makes you feel better, heals you in a way and I tend to agree. It certainly helps to get frustrations out.

As for peeing... why not ebay adult pottys? You could join in potty training with C!

Hope you feel better soon hun xxx
Ps go have a sniff of something to cheer you up!

Cheers guys, think ive been off work too long now im craving adult company badly. I adore C and she may be good at speaking but shes not a substitute for chatting to a real grown up (you lot dont count i doubt theres a grown up amongst you ). Im also usually a fidget and not being able to go far or do much from lack of energy and pain in my hips and back is driving me to distraction. Ive been finding the work im doing round the house painful enough much less getting out far and i think im hating it. Im also hating not being out and active with C like usual. Think i finally found the end of my rope totally and dunno what to do with it.

Suddenly all snowballed today anyway. Got a text from my friend down the road this morning who's son is 5 days younger than C and we havent seen each other in months with one thing and another and we were both bored and at end of tether so C had a date with her little boyfriend this morning, we took em to the park for football for ten mins til they fell out over the ball (lol) then into town to eat macdonalds, think it really helped and now my mums off for two days and is coming to see me for at least one of them to take me out to buy my b/d present as i need new trainers and my best mate text to say she and 2 of the girls are crashing for mah jong friday night so hopefully might help beat the slump a bit. Got my b/d meal saturday - b/d not til monday but i share my b/d meal with my dad, then neils off for 2 days so hopefully by time this little flurry of activity dies down next week i will have left this funk behind cos i hate feeling like a whiny biatch all the time and esp dumping it on you guys

Thanks xxx

OR

Ah thats where my fish went

Aw brilliant that you've got loads to look forward to over the next few days hun, it'll do you the world of good.

And stop apologising woman!! Thats what we're her for

xxx